Memories with Soo

As we mark the retirement of Professor Datin Paduka Dr. Teo Soo Hwang (or she is fondly known as Soo), our founding Chief Executive Officer and Chief Scientific Officer (CSO) at CRMY, we’re taking a trip down memory lane. It’s been nearly a week since her departure, and instead of dwelling on the sadness, let’s reminisce about the good times. Celebrate her remarkable journey with heartwarming anecdotes from some of our staff. These stories are sure to evoke laughter and bring a smile to your face.

Beverley Yap, Research Associate from Cancer Prevention & Population Science Research Unit

One of my most cherished moments was when I confided in Soo about my career uncertainties. I wasn’t sure how I could contribute to the company. She was incredibly nurturing and reassuring, highlighting my strengths and reminding me of my capabilities. Soo encouraged me to take risks, emphasizing that as researchers, we must be fearless in exploring new avenues and embracing the challenges that come with it. Conversations with Soo always leave me inspired, but this particular one left me feeling empowered and brave for the journey ahead.

Bawani Selvam, Clinical Trials Manager

It was the day of Hospital Sultan Ismail’s SIV (Site Initiation Visit) for the TENOR clinical trial, and by a stroke of luck, Prof Soo and I found ourselves seated next to each other on the flight to Johor Bahru, although it wasn’t planned. Shortly after takeoff, the flight hit some rough weather, causing quite a bit of turbulence. There was one particularly intense moment that nearly gave me a heart attack.! In my panic, I couldn’t help but to scream, “OH MY GOD” and instinctively grasped for Soo’s hand. After the initial shock, I realised what I had done and quickly apologised, to which she responded with a humorous glance and a smile. Thankfully, it was Soo sitting next to me, who took it all in good spirits.

Dr Pan Jia Wern, Deputy Head of Genomics & Bioinformatics Research Unit

A few years ago, during one of Soo’s Christmas parties at her house, we unexpectedly found ourselves playing an impromptu talent show. It turned out to be quite memorable, as many CRMY-ians showcased surprising talents. Soo, being the gracious host she is, also entertained us by playing her grand piano, which became the highlight of the night.

Dr Senthilmani Rajendran, Senior Research Associate from Digital Health Research Unit

Over the years, I’ve had the privilege of building both a professional and personal relationship with Soo. One particular memory stands out from a period when I was feeling overwhelmed and stressed with a task. Soo was very kind to take time out of her busy schedule to offer support and gave me her best advice to think bigger, even if it feels daunting and unattainable.

Liyana Jamaludin, Senior Executive from Marketing & Communications Department

I haven’t known Soo as long as the other staff or scientists. However, there’s one particular memory I can never forget. It was my FIRST week on the job and we were attending an event, Yayasan Sime Darby’s 40th anniversary. During a dance performance, I liked the song and started to dance while holding a plate of food. Soo saw me, took my plate, and encouraged me to dance (berjoget), saying “go go go.” I did just that and got the chance to joget with a group of people and one of them was YSD Chairman, Y.A.M. Tunku Tan Sri Imran Ibni Almarhum Tuanku Ja’afar.

Siti Norhidayu Hasan, Research Associate from Core Lab Research Unit

Back in 2022 during the final Flashlight session, one activity involved a question game where participants picked a card and shared their answers with the group. When it was Soo’s turn, she had to name people in the room who fit the question’s description. To my surprise, she chose me when asked to name someone she felt safe around. She praised me for being one of the most positive people she knows, saying she enjoys our conversations because I always bring happiness. Her compliment was truly touching, and it’s a memory I’ll always cherish, as it reminds me of the positive impact we can have on others.

^{Note: The Flashlight session is a cross-team catch-up where we take a break from work to connect. Each session has a theme and a host.}

Shivaani Mariapun, Senior Research Associate from Cancer Prevention & Population Science

During Pink October 2015, Estee Lauder Malaysia organised the Pink Charity Ride as part of its Breast Cancer Awareness Campaign, with Cancer Research Malaysia as a beneficiary. To show our support, a group of over 10 of us registered as participants. Despite not having ridden a bicycle in about 15 years, I decided to join in with the thought, “how hard could this be? It’s just riding a bicycle.!” However, minutes after the flag-off, I found myself struggling with the handlebars, wobbling away and unable to ride in a straight line. I started to doubt my decision, wondering if I had chosen the wrong bicycle from the rental fleet. Just as I was about to give up, I heard a concerned voice behind me asking, “are you okay?” It was Soo. She stopped beside me, adjusted the settings on my bike, and soon I was back on track, completing the 12 km bike ride without any mishaps. It was a fun morning, and she even treated us to a delicious Malaysian breakfast after the event.

Dr Lim Kue Peng, Head of Cancer Immunology & Immunotherapy Research Unit

On the surface, Soo, may seem tough to approach, like a tiger mom to her staff. However, my perspective on her has changed after working closely with her for several years. Despite often saying “no” to my project proposals, her feedback and discussions have helped me improve. Although her responses may have seemed harsh, they ultimately elevated the direction and quality of the projects. After such discussions, she would even send us a private message apologizing for any harshness, showing her caring side. In reality, Soo is more like an elephant mom, appearing tough on the outside but nurturing and supportive on the inside.

Maheswari Jaganathan, Deputy Head of Community Outreach

After returning from Saudi Arabia in 2011, I had a six-month window to decide my next career move. After 16 interviews, Cancer Research Malaysia (CRMY) emerged as the top choice. The interview with Soo was memorable. She was impressed by my skills and expressed concern about taking me away from direct patient care but offered to maintain my relevance in the clinical field. As such, Soo highlighted the potential of the Patient Navigation Program (PNP), emphasising the immense success achievable if established effectively. Her optimism contrasted the negativity I encountered, providing unwavering support and securing a life-changing scholarship for me in Trivandrum Institute of Palliative Science in India. Despite setbacks, including a car accident involving my family, Soo remained a constant source of encouragement, personally and professionally.

Azim Haris, IT& Facilities Manager

At my first company retreat in 2015, I was eagerly anticipating the event’s highlight, which was the white-water rafting. Paired with Soo, a senior colleague, I braced for a serious voyage beside the Big Boss herself. However, what followed was a surprising bonding experience. As we navigated the rapids, laughter and cooperation bridged the gap of hierarchy, turning what could have been a tense outing into a joyous and memorable adventure for us all. The experience taught me the importance of teamwork and camaraderie, showing that even in challenging situations, a positive attitude and collaborative spirit can make all the difference.

Ang Boon Hong, Post-Doctoral Scientist from Cancer Prevention & Population Science Research Unit

There was a moment when I felt overwhelmed by my mom’s failing vision and my work responsibilities. When my mom needed urgent eye surgery, Soo stepped in. She connected us with a specialist and arranged an appointment quickly, which saved my mom’s vision. But what touched me most was her genuine care. Looking back, I’m so thankful for her kindness.

Nurul Aida Hamil, Senior Exec Account from Finance, HR & Administration

During our Management Retreat at Hulu Langat, I felt warmly welcomed and thoroughly enjoyed my one-day trip. Soo took good care of us, displaying a motherly attitude. She personally prepared all the food and would always be the last person to eat after we had our meal. Another memory that stood out was when I experienced flooding in 2021, Soo’s kindness was evident once again. She personally contributed money for my family and consistently inquired about our condition. Her caring nature touched me deeply.

Imagine a future, where we could have treatments which are better for us because we are uniquely Asians. If we don’t do this type of research for us, who will?